Fuck Perfection

I used to try and strive for everything to be perfect and I just had a realization that you know what? Fuck it, fuck that, fuck perfection. No one and nothing is perfect, as we all know. And I am especially not perfect. My art is not, my writting is not, my body is not, everything I am, do and around me is not perfect. So with that realization being had, I am dropping all these stupid projected ideas. I will present my art, blog and everything I do as not goddamned perfect because it is a reflection of everything around me which is un-perfect. If the form in my art sucks I no longer care, if my words are not spelled properly fuck it. This is me and this is how I present to anyone who gives a shit to take a look. Maybe I will sell a few un-perfect things, maybe I won't. Maybe people will like this blog and maybe they will hate it but damn it's worth it because at least I decided to put it all out there and see what happens.

Here is my sweet little 2 and a half year olds piece of art which is perfect:

Blind Decision Making

Today I made a decision for better or worse, who knows at this point.  I savagely pushed the first domino so we will see what happens next. I am cutting back on work, going to spend more time at home and CREATE shit.  Write, create, imagine and see where the fuck it takes me. For my entire life, I have always been a dreamer. Now I am going to go ahead and ride the waves of my dreams (maybe doggy paddle through them??) and see where I end up. This short life of mine, for now on I am going to own it and stop letting my fears and worries make decisions for me. All those past decisions have done is make me feel stressed out and constantly rub my eye hoping it will make the eye twitch go away. Right now, I don't even have a good plan, so I am just going to dive in the water and hope it isn't too deep or dark. Typically when I make a change I plan the whole thing out. This time I can't for some reason, there is a block in the plan. There is a rough outline in my mind of how it is going to work, but I think just doing it will help guide the path.