Sunday, September 9, 2018

Blind Decision Making

Today I made a decision for better or worse, who knows at this point.  I savagely pushed the first domino so we will see what happens next. I am cutting back on work, going to spend more time at home and CREATE shit.  Write, create, imagine and see where the fuck it takes me. For my entire life, I have always been a dreamer. Now I am going to go ahead and ride the waves of my dreams (maybe doggy paddle through them??) and see where I end up. This short life of mine, for now on I am going to own it and stop letting my fears and worries make decisions for me. All those past decisions have done is make me feel stressed out and constantly rub my eye hoping it will make the eye twitch go away. Right now, I don't even have a good plan, so I am just going to dive in the water and hope it isn't too deep or dark. Typically when I make a change I plan the whole thing out. This time I can't for some reason, there is a block in the plan. There is a rough outline in my mind of how it is going to work, but I think just doing it will help guide the path. 

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  1. Hello Jane Eliza. I am a Pastor from Mumbai, India. I am glad to stop by your profile on the blogger and the blog post. I am also blessed and feel privileged and honoured to get connected with you as well as know you and about your interest in empowering others. It was good to go thorough your profile on the blog post and know your thoughts on perfection. I love getting connected with the people of God around the globe to be encouraged, strengthened and praying for one another. I have been in the Pastoral ministry for last 39 yrs in this great city of Mumbai a city with a great contrast where richest of rich and the poorest of poor with the love of Christ to bring healing to the brokenhearted. We also encourage young and the adults from the west to come to MUMBAI to work with us during their vacation time. We would love to have you and your kids to work with us during your vacation time and empower women in the slums of Mumbai. I am sure you will have a life changing experience. Looking forward to hear from you very soon. God's richest blessings on you, your family and friends. My email id is: dhwankhede(at)gmail(dot)com and my name is Diwakar Wankhede.

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